Name:  Christian

Born: 5/29/86

Born in: Ecuador

Good student?: yeah, i guess i can say that

Eyes: green

Hair: dark brown

Shoe size: 12

Last time you...

Had a nightmare:Like 6 months ago. I saw my friends getting shot, shot the guy that killed them then shot myself

Dyed your hair::nope

Brushed your hair: I don't brush it

Washed your hair: This morning 

Checked your e-mail: just a few minutes ago

Cried: years ago

Called someone: while i was crying: nope

Smiled: last night

Laughed: last night

Do You ..

Smoke?: nope, i don't like the taste,it's nasty

Do drugs?:nope

Drink?: haven't for about for about 6 months

Sleep with stuffed animals?: no, i sleep with a pillow though 

Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes,no,not sure

Have a dream that keeps coming back?: I have before a few times,but not recently
Remember your first love?: kinda,but that was a very long time ago
Read the newspaper?: not really

Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yes, i had a lesbian friend 

Consider love a mistake?: never

Like the taste of alcohol?: not really 

Believe in God?: Yes

Pray?: yeah,every night before i go to sleep

Go to church?:yeah,like ever other Sunday 

Have any secrets?:yeah

Have any pets: used to
Wear hats?: rarely 

Have any piercings?:  no
Have any tattoos?: nope , but i want one
Hate yourself?: Naw,why would I?

Have a secret crush?: no
Have a best friend?: yeah, i actually have 4 

Like your handwriting?:  no, i have such sloppy writing

Have any bad habits?: I procrastinate a little much than i should

Care about your looks?: yes

Care about your boy/girlfriend's looks?: well yes,but no at the same time,do u know what i mean?

Believe in witches?: yeah but real witches aren't like the ones in movies and shit

Believe in ghosts?: Yeah, i've seen some,some freaky shit

  Well today was good, I guess.I'm just a little tired because of Bodybuilding that's all.I got one of my parts from the play pretty much down. I still some more time to memorize the other one. I hope i don't get in trouble tomorrow because i don't know one of my parts.If i do, oh well.

I've been really distracted lately with what's been bothering me. I've been thinking about for about a month and a half now. I still don't know what to do,but I need to make a decision soon before it's too late. I guess i'm just kinda scared to make this desision because of the outcome,well what I think the outcome will be. Now I might be wrong,but there's more of a chance that the outcome will be like I thought it would be. I wish it wasn't this hard. Sometimes I tell myself k i'm going to do it,but then in the end I never do. But I mean we can't always get what we want. and well if the outcome does turn out like the way I thought it would,then i guess i just have to face the facts and not worry about it that much. If the outcome is different,I hope it's not in a negative way. I will do it,I have to do it,but when will i do it. i have to do it soon. I will do it soon. I have to do it soon.